I'm blown away by how candid I was. I'm also blown away how inconsequential the things are now.
Here is one I found particulary interesting, humourous, and ironic:
"A lot of things are going to change when I am 19.
Things that should have already been changed, but the truth is, I think I need something to ignite it.
Becoming one year older is just going to have to be that ignition.
Don't worry, most of you probably won't even notice anything.
I'm just going to start doing what I want to do, when I want to do it.
I'm going to stop concerning myself so much with things that I can't control.
I'm going to go out with the people I feel like, and I'm not letting you hold me back."