I wish I had the guts.

To just come out and say it.
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Going to Buffalo on Monday, that will be nice. Need Victoria Secret, some tops from UO, earrings from F21, and this really hot dress from GUESS that my friend Meaghan owns and it looks smokinnnnnn on her, and we have the same body type. I guess it will just be shorter on me but I will make it work. I'm feeling really confident and secure with myself lately, but I feel like I am holding a lot of feelings I have inside. Here is an ambiguous list, and if you lurk me that probably means you care enough about my life to solve the riddles about the people in my life (kinda).

-I really enjoy you and I wish you would realize that I am not doing you any favours by hanging with you.

-You are the best friend I could ever ask for and I know you like me for who I am and not who I know, or what I know. F4L.

-I think you only want to spend time with me when it suits you. That doesn't make me angry.

-Whenever we have rifts, I feel like both our lives get a little worse.

-I really want you to be healthy because I really want you in my life for a long time.

-I hope I am making you proud and I promise I will repay you for all that you have done for me.

-You have more to offer than what you see when you look in the mirror. Be real.

-The more doors you try to open, the more I close ours.